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Coming of Age
by Dan (beaglespirit)


At 15 I had known I was interested in my sexuality. I had always like getting a look at other guys without clothes on or exposed at the waist. I was thin, toned and smooth with thin wispy blonde hair.

I didn’t mature until I was 18 so in high-school I was picked on in the boys' locker room. All the other guys in my grade had all matured and had hair at the groin, and on their legs, and a few of the guys had hair on their chest and butt.

I really enjoyed checking them out and wanted to touch them. I was brought up being told that that was wrong. I had heard negative responses from males and females when it came up or the negative remarks people used to express the way they feel about same-sex contact. So I always tried to hide my interest in same sex interaction. I thought my interest stemmed from not maturing as other guys did and wanting to know what it felt like and the feeling a few of my friends told me about.

I went to a school in a larger farming community. It was a rather large school with all the sports teams for boys and girls. It even had a large pool for the school and in the summer the pool. would be open to the public for use. The mens' locker room was set like a big L, with open showers on one side and a long row of lockers the had a line of 6 lockers all in a row outside the shower area and an L of lockers on the wall. I had a locker on the wall and was able look down the aisle of other lockers and see into the shower area.

I used to love to go swimming all time and would linger in the locker room as long as I could when it was being used by others. The pool was a place that the whole town used often. I always tried to go to the pool on Sundays because it was free and a number of guys a year ahead of me would swim in the early afternoon. The five of them would swim for a few hours every Sunday, doing laps and jumping from the high dive.

Two of them I found incredibly good looking. Lance was tall and muscular with blonde curly hair and blue eyes. He had really hairy legs and butt and had a line of hair from his groin up to his belly button where it spread across his stomach. The hair on his legs and lower body was all dark brown and the hair on his head was much lighter. His dick had a big head that looked like a helmet and balls covered in hair.

Mike, though, was his polar opposite. He was thin and toned with defined abs and V muscle pointing to his thin waist. He had very dark hair, almost black, with deep brown eyes. He was a little shorter than Lance. His legs were hairy but his butt and chest were smooth skin and he had a thick bush of hair at his groin and around his sac and up his butt crack. His dick hung down to his balls and always seem to be swaying back and forth.

Then there was Rusty. I only knew him as Rusty which I think was a nickname given to him when he was little. He had deep red hair and reddish brown eyes. He was about the same size as Mike with a thicker muscle-toned body. He had a thick dark red hair at his groin but was mostly smooth every where else. He had a thick, long dick and big balls that pushed out what ever he wore. His chest was muscular with large nipples.

The other two guys were brothers Tim and Terry. Tim had brown hair and brown eyes and had light hair on his legs and butt and was smooth everywhere else. His dick was what I would say most dicks looked like, of average size with average balls. Terry was younger, in my grade, with thin hair at his groin and balls and was a little smaller in size then me, although I didn’t have any hair at my groin. My dick got hard, never-the-less and was about 7 inches long. I just wished my body would mature like everyone else’s had done.

I would try and get to the pool before they would show up and would already be in swimming when they arrived. This way I knew when they would arrive and go into the locker room. Then I could go in and use the toilet while they were getting undressed and into their swim suits.

Anyone who went to school there always wore the suits the school gave out which was speedo type for boys and all in one suit for girls. They were all light blue with a white strip on one side of the trunks or the all-in-one suit the girls used. Light blue and white were our school colors. I thought they were great because in the bright light of the pool area you could almost see right through them at the white strip. For boys who pushed everything to the right side of the body you could see their dick and balls and hair in the strip.

A lot of the time I would always get in there just in time to see the five naked and getting into their swim suits. Then I’d go back to the pool. Those five would always be goofing around, swimming laps and jumping off the high dive. Mike, Lance, and Rusty would goof off on the high dive before jumping into the pool doing flips and cannon balls. If I was at the side of the pool in the deep end I could look up at them and the line off sight would be blocked by the short dive area.It almost looked they were standing there naked on the high dive. I would fantasize that they were buck-naked messing around jumping into he pool.

Mike always looked so hot, with his hairy legs, standing up there. Rusty had the biggest dick I ever saw. It always seemed like it was in motion even if he was standing still.  Lance had a butt that looked like someone cut a basketball in half and made his butt cheeks out of it. The three of them looked like model young men, whereas I looked more like a skinny kid that hadn’t hit puberty yet, even though we were all close in age.

Every time I watched them at the pool messing around, my dick would get hard as a rock in the pool. I was always careful not to get out of the pool or be in the shallow end. The top of my dick would poke out the top of my swim suit and I was always trying to push it down below the suit top.

They would be goofing around slapping each other on the ass. They would each try to make a louder slap sound than the last one was, then laugh about it. One weekend they all seemed to gang up on Rusty. He was the strongest and always was able to slap the others hard enough to leave big hand-prints on their back sides. They would pull their suits down far enough to show off the hand prints afterward. This was always nice to catch another look at the naked ass.

This day they kept on slapping Rusty whenever they got a chance. I would usually swim for a few hours enjoying the show offs in the pool before going in to shower off and getting dressed to go home. Some days I would be done and out before they ever left. Other days I was lucky enough to get to watch as they would come into shower and get dressed too. This day, though, as I got out of the pool they were also getting ready to go. I went into the locker room and took off my suit and grabbed my towel. I went down the row of lockers to the shower area. As I hit the end of the row of lockers Rusty walked around the corner and smacked right into me. I felt his dick and balls smash into my stomach area and he knocked me back onto the bench. Lucky the bench was right there or I would have fallen back onto the tile floor.

Sitting on the bench now my face was at his waist height. I could see the dark hair behind a thick dick hanging over his balls all snugged up in a wet suit. My eyes were glued to his crotch and the spill of hair coming out to fan out down his thighs. He said, "Wow! Sorry, buddy," and grabbed my arm to pull me up. I said sorry as I stood up and moved past him to the showers.

I hung my towel outside of the shower and went into the shower selecting one that would also give me a view of the row Rusty and Mike were taking their suits off in. As I turned the shower on and it was warming up I stood under the water spray and turned to face them. Rusty was already out if his suit and bending over to get his towel from his locker. Mike had dropped his wet suit on the bench and picked up his towel and snapped Rusty in the ass with it. There was a loud crack as the towel corner snapped him on his ass cheek.

Rusty yelled, "You're going to pay for that, Mike!" as he stood up, turning to him with his towel in his hand. Rusty snapped his towel out at Mike and got him in the front of his leg just below where his dick was flapping back and forth.

Mike grabbed his dick and balls and said, "You're lucky that didn’t hit my dick or I’d make you pay for that." I’m pretty sure I had a big smile on my face laughing at these two goofing around with each other. Mike let his dick go and stepped around Rusty to hang his towel up outside of the showers. I watched as he walked forward with his dick flapping back and forth looking a little longer. Just as he hung his towel Lance walked around the corner with his towel in his hand and snapped it out at Rusty, scoring a hard crack on Rusty's dick.

Rusty yelled out, "You fucker!" while grabbing his dick and balls and cupping them and leaning down a little, moaning. He was stunned enough not to move for a minute.

Lance hung his towel and stepped into the shower next to Mike across from me. Rusty stood back up and let go of his dick. Although he had the biggest dick I’d seen while soft, with balls that always seemed to hang down a few inches, his dick now was red from the towel crack and looked to be twice the thickness and length.

As I looked at his swollen dick I know my eyes were wide open and mouth in the shape of an OH. Rusty walked forward slowly and hung his towel while his dick seemed to swell and flop from side to side in slow motion. As he stepped into he shower area I turned around to hide the expression on my face, I heard Rusty saying, "You're going to pay for that later, Lance." He walked over right next to me and turned the shower on. I was a little embarrassed that he decided to use the shower right next to me instead of the other side where Mike and Lance were. I was concentrating on not letting my dick get hard as I let the water flow over me.

I turned toward Rusty to see him looking down at his dick and cupping it as he stepped into he flow of water. As the water fell over him and he cupped his sore and swelling dick he let it go. Raising his arms and rinsing his hair in the shower, he closed his eyes. As he did I looked down at his dick which was now half-hard and starting to stand out. It was pointing across the shower to Lance, as if to say, "That’s the one that cracked me with a towel." Out of the corner of my eye I can see Mike and Lance rinsing down. Mike’s dick looking a little swollen and Lance’s hair glistened with the water. Lance turned and noticed Rusty’s dick pointing at him and laughed saying, "That thing's so big, dude, you could use it as a kick-stand."

Mike looked over and said, "Damn, Rusty, put that away before it gets away."

Rusty looked over at them and said, "You're just jealous yours will never look this good."

Mike walked over and gave a swat toward Rusty's half-hard dick, trying to slap it. Rusty leaned over to move his growing dick away from Mike's reach while stepping aside. Mike made a couple half-hearted swats at Rusty's dick while he danced aside to stay out his reach saying,
    "Knock it off or I’m going to see how hard I can smack yours."

Mike said, "Ha! You’re too slow. With hat big monster you're dragging around, you could never catch me.

Rusty sprang toward Mike, reaching out slapping at Mike's dick with both hands. Swoosh! Swoosh! both hands flying back and forth trying to score a slap on Mike's dick. He missed but was able to land a solid slap on his ass leaving a nice hand-print behind. Mike hopped away, laughing, back to his shower.

Lance was laughing and told Mike he was going to regret that and Mike swung out at his dick. Lance spun his hips to the side away from Mike's reach and his dick slapped on his waist.

Lance was saying, "Too slow, as always." He was snapping his waist from side to side making his dick slap back and forth on his waist with a wet slapping sound every time it hit. Slap-slap-slap-slap, as he twisted his hips back and forth. Mike was laughing and started to thrust his hips back and forth making his dick and balls slap up and down against his waist and down between his legs, back and forth, his dick and balls making a slapping sound, too, with every hit. They were both laughing about the display of swinging dicks and balls. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. I was in heaven being in the same area where the guys I had been lusting over for months were jokingly swinging their dicks back and forth like it was a game they played often together. 

While I was casually watching these guys play around with each other in the shower like they grew up together day in and day out seeing each other naked and acting like it was the most normal thing in the world, I wondered if they were closer than I had thought. I squirted some shampoo into my hand and started to wash the pool chemicals out of my hair and closed my eyes as I let the water rinse out the suds from my hair. As I opened my eyes I turned to the side and standing within a foot of me was Rusty, also rinsing soap from his hair with his eyes closed and his dick hard as a rock, pointing straight up. It was thick as a summer sausage and what looked like 9 inches long. His dark red pubic hair was wet and laying flat to his body. His balls are huge and pulled up tight. The top half of his dick was still red from the towel crack Lance had landed before they came in. His body was amazing and he had the biggest cock and balls I had ever seen and he was rock hard.

As I was about to turn of the water I hear Mike saying, "Look at the size of that thing. That’s what you call pumping iron. Makes me want hump it like a dog!" He grabbed Lance around the waist and pulled him in close and started humping his ass like a dog in heat. I could hear their skin slap together with each thrust of his hips into Lance. Lance was saying "Knock it off! Let me go!" while Mike held him tight to his waist and kept humping on his on his ass going, "Ooh, yeah! Take it! You like it, don’t you?"

I could only dream what it would feel like to have my arms wrapped around Lance's hairy waist and be humping my dick against his ass. I turned the shower off and walked out of the shower area grabbing my towel and walking to my locker. I could hear them laughing and yelling at each other to knock it off. As I towelled off Rusty walked out of the shower grabbing his towel and wrapping it around his waist as his monster dick dropped from pointing at the ceiling to pointing his way ahead. You could still see the swollen dick under the towel as he moved to his locker down the row from mine.

I got dressed and left the locker room as Mike and Lance emerged from he showers going to their lockers.

I spent the next week thinking how erotic that 20 minutes in the locker room was. I couldn't believe how casual those three were, goofing around with each other naked. I ran into them a couple times that week and they all acted like nothing had ever happened. But for me that was seared into my brain. I longed to have my own friends I could joke around with like that. I’m pretty sure in my case the casual guy friend like that would be a little different. I wanted to touch them all a little longer and differently than what I saw that day.

The next weekend I went to the pool I didn’t see them. I was in an out of there and they never came in. I was a little sad I didn’t get another chance to watch them again. I was hoping it would be a repeat of the last time I saw them in the pool.

The following week I did see them around town and knew the opportunity to see them in the locker room would happen sooner or later. A week later I went into the pool hoping to catch them guys in the locker room. I went in at the time I always go and the place was empty. It was just me. I changed into my swim suit and went out to the pool. I went in the pool at the shallow end. It was different this time though. The pool was really warm like a bath. I’ve never felt the water so warm before and wondered what was up with that. It wasn’t normally this warm. Not cold, but cooler, was how it was most of the time.

I walked in up to my chest and was standing by the side of the pool. I heard someone coming into the pool area. They couldn’t see me because I was at the side in the water up to my shoulders leaning against the wall. I could tell it was Mike, Lance and Rusty by their voices. I was happy to know I’d be able to check them out again in the locker room and hoped it would be as exciting as it was the time before.

I continued to swim around until they came out and got in the pool. They all seemed more relaxed this time around, not as much tomfoolery between them this time. They all swam some laps and where playing around on the high dive. They hung out longer than they had before. I went into the locker room and got undressed and showered and they hadn’t come in. I thought about how hot is was watching them the last time and was hoping they would be in any minute. I was done with my shower and towelled off when I heard them heading into the locker room. I was still naked, just finished toweling off when they were coming in. I was able to step inside of my locker when they were coming in and I quietly closed the locker door.

Hiding inside my locker I see Mike and Lance walk into the row of lockers across from me. At my head height the locker had vent slats I was able to look through. I saw them drop their swim suits and open the their lockers. Mike pulled a towel out and set it on the bench and closed his locker. Lance had bent over to pull a towel from his locker and I could see the hair between his legs under his sac and up the crack of his ass. It looked soft and was bushy. You could see the soft hair all over his ass and legs. Mike stepped up behind him and I thought he would grab his waist and give him a hump like he had in the shower that day, but he didn’t. As Lance stood up Mike reached his arm around Lance's waist and pulled him tight to him. But this time Lance didn’t object. He just stood there while Mike stood against him and reached around the front of him and cupped his dick and balls in his hand. I could see as he began to squeeze and cup his dick and balls. He pushed his waist into Lance's ass and massaged Lance's dick while he let his head move forward and rest his chin on Lance's shoulder.

I was surprised at the embrace and free handling of his cock. They stood there like that for a minute. Mike let go of Lance's cupped dick and balls and Lance turned to face him. I could see his dick, like Mike's, was half hard. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. They both looked down at each other's dicks and started moving their hips side to side laughing as they sword batted each other's dicks that now pointing at each other. This I knew was more than boys messing around with each other as friends. My own dick got hard right away like someone flipped a switch, standing straight up.

They went into the shower together, right across from the entry way leaving me a clear line of view. I watched as Lance took the soap and lathered a bunch up in his hands and reach over and start to soap up Mike. He slid his hands over Mike's body and crotch, soaping up his cock and balls and all over his chest. Mike also soaped up Lance's chest and down to his crotch soaping his cock and balls. They embraced and rubbed their bodies together back and forth and up and down, dick-rubbing against each other and reaching around soaping each other's back and ass. They continued rubbing up and down each others bodies and reaching into each others ass and washing them up with soap. I could see Mikes breathing get deeper.

While pressing into each other they both shampooed each other's hair while holding their faces together like they were kissing.

They stepped apart and each of their cocks was standing straight up hard as a rock. They let the water run down them, rinsing away all the soap and shampoo. Mike squatted down in front of Lance and opened his mouth wide as he slid Lance's hard cock into his mouth. He reached up with one hand and wrapped it around Lance's balls and cock, holding them out while he began moving Lance's cock in and out of his mouth.

Lance's cock was larger than it seemed it could get, and I could see it was hitting the back of Mike's throat when he would push it in all the way. Lance tilted his head back and let out a moan as Mike worked his cock in and out of his mouth. Mike pressed Lance's cock all the way into his mouth and stayed their sucking it while rubbing his balls.

Lance twitched forward and bent over a little and you could see his upper body jerk back and forth as he let out a loud moan and thrust his hips forward. Mike let his cock slide out of his mouth where just the end remained in and sucked on it like it was a thick malt at the ice cream shop. Cupping his balls as he sucked every drop of cum out of Lance's hard dick. He paused and flicked his tongue out licking the tip of Lance's dick a few times before he stood up and gave Lance the biggest smile I ever seen on him before.

My cock was so hard standing in the locker, it twitched with every beat of my heart. I thought I had just seen the hottest thing I have ever seen, but then Mike turned Lance facing the shower wall and Lance leaned forward putting his hands up on the wall. Mike stepped closer and rubbed his dick against Lance's ass. He slowly pressed into him and then reached down and grabbed his hard cock and pressed it into Lance's ass. He worked his stiff prick into his ass hole, slowly pressing it all the way in. He spread his legs wide and stepped up so Lance's legs were between his spread legs as his slid his cock in and out of Lance's ass. The rhythm of his thrusts started slow at first. He slowly moved his hard cock in and out of the ass.

Lance let out a moan of pleasure as he pressed his ass out farther and ached his back. Mike moved his hands down Lance's sides to his waist where he held him tight and pushed his cock back and forth. I could hear the slap of skin with each thrust into his ass.

Mike's movement began to increase in speed. Soon I hear hear slap-slap-slap over and over as he moved faster and faster. I could hear Lance moaning as the pace of Mike's thrust got faster and faster. Mike spread his legs a bit more and I could see his balls slapping back and forth against Lance's balls. Mike's ass wasn't really hairy but the dark bush of hair behind his sac moved with every move forward he made.

Soon I could hear Mike breathing hard and the pace that he was shoving his cock up Lances asshole was so fast it was like a rapid pat-slap one after another. Mike start grunting with every thrust forward and he jammed his cock in Lance's ass so hard and stayed there without withdrawing as he moved his hips in a circling movement a few times while pressing his cock as deep as he could. I could see him twitch his hips forward a few short thrusts as he let out a grunt of pleasure and pumped his load deep inside Lance's hole.

The whole time they were in the shower lasted about 15 minutes. I didn’t realize at the time that I had reached down to my own hard dick and was stroking it slowly.

Mike and Lance rinsed down and grabbed their towels and dressed in a few minutes, walking to the exit. I was short of breath I couldn’t believe what I just seen. Two of the hotest guys in school were fuck-buddies and I had no idea. Once the exit door had closed I stepped out of the locker, my dick was still rock hard. I had yet to experience an orgasm of my own.

As I stood there, stunned by what I seen, and my dick still hard, just as I realized Rusty hadn’t come into the locker room yet from the pool, I looked over to the doorway and saw Rusty standing there smiling at me. He had pulled his swim suit down a little and had pulled his own hard cock and balls out over the top of it. He was slowly stroking his massive dick. His whole hand was wrapped around the end of his cock while he worked his hand slowly back and forth on his stiff dick.

He stood looking at me smiling with his hand on his cock, not embarrassed at all.

He said to me, "Did you watch the whole time those two were in there? I see you must of liked it because your dick is still hard. Have you even jacked off yet? Can you shoot a load?"

He stepped toward me as I said, "Yes, I watched the whole time."

He said, "I saw you step out of your locker. I didn’t know you were in there watching them." He said, Have you ever touched another guy before?"

I looked down and my own hard dick and told him, "No, I’ve never touched anyone like that before."

He looked at my dick and said, "You have a nice cock. Would you like to touch my cock? I don’t care if you do."

I was surprised and a little scared but I said "Yes," softly and stepped forward closer to him. He let go of his cock and slid his fingers into he waistband of his suit and pushed it down. It slid to the floor with a little splat and he stepped out of it. Now, standing in front of me naked, with his huge hard cock and balls hanging below, he said, "Okay, go ahead!" and spread his legs a little.

His cock was swaying back and forth a little. I reached out and took hold of his dick. I was hard and I could feel it pulse in my hand. With my other hand I reach out and cupped his big balls, while I held his cock like a handle. His balls ere hairy and his thick pubic hair hid the base of his cock. I slid my hand down his cock all the way to thick base and back up to the end again, then back down like I had been stroking my own dick a minute before.

I let his balls go and they swung back slapping his thigh as I slid my hand up and down his dick again. It was warm and so thick I could barely touch my fingers wrapped around it. It was so soft and warm. As I let go of his dick it sprang up and slapped his belly before swaying back to full erection. He had a perfect smooth muscled body with a huge cock and balls.

He said, "I’m going to take a shower do you want to join me?" I didn’t have to even think about it before I said ok. We went into the shower and he turned on the water. He turned around facing me and leaned back to the water and arched his back a little so his big cock and balls were right in front of me. He smiled and started moving his hips side to side so his cock waved back and forth at me. My own dick was still hard as a rock.

He looked down at my dick and said "Well, grab some soap and wash me up." I grabbed some soap and soaped up his dick and balls and spent some time enjoying the feel of his soft slippery soapy cock and balls. I stroked his cock watching his balls rise and fall with each pull I made on his cock. He pulled me close and pressed his hard cock into my stomach. I swear it went from my stomach up to my chin. The feeling of his warm cock pressed into my stomach and sliding around was the best thing I had ever felt.

He said, "You want to try and suck it?"

I wasn’t about to let the chance to suck his dick get by me. I leaned down and slid the end of his cock in my mouth. I was only able to get the top of his cock in my mouth. It was so big around and long there was no way I was getting any more of it in there. I sucked his cock for a few minutes. I reached my hand up and cupped his balls as I slid his dick in and out of my mouth as best I could. I was surprised there wasn’t really any taste to it. He smelled of the soap I had rubbed all over his dick.

As I was rubbing his balls and sucking the end of his cock I got a taste of something slightly salty. His balls had gone from hanging below his big dick too drawn up in a tight hairy sac. He moved my head back a little and his dick sprang out of my mouth still hard and pointing up. He reached down and grabbed his cock and start pumping his hand up and down its length, going faster with each stroke.

As I was standing right in front of him watching him pump on his hard dick he shot a huge load of cum in my face. Before I knew what had happened my tongue slid out and licked my lips. I knew then the taste of saltiness I had a minute ago while sucking his dick was the cum he just let loose in my face. He let out a little giggle and said, "Looks like I got you in the face," as his load started to run down my face.

I turned to the water and let the shower rinse his cum off my face and he stepped up and rinsed down off. He looked at me and said,
    "What do you think? Did you like that?"

I’m sure I was smiling ear to ear when I replied,
    "Yes I did like that. You have a huge dick!"

He laughed and said, "Yeah, I do."

He looked down at my dick still rock-hard and asked if I ever had a blow job.

I told him, "No I’ve never done anything like this."

He said, "Well, let me show you how it feels."

He kneeled down to the floor and put his face in front of my dick. He grabbed my hips and pulled me forward while he slid my whole dick in his mouth. I was  shocked at how hot and soft it felt. His slid my dick in and out of his mouth and cupped my nuts. He had my whole dick in his mouth and he slid his tongue out and lick the bottom of my nuts and then went back to sucking my dick. He was pulling me into him every time he pushed my dick in his mouth. He would pause at the base of my cock and suck it like he was trying to suck up pop in a straw.

It felt so amazing.

He was sucking and twisting his tongue around the end of my dick and then sliding the whole thing into his mouth. I couldn’t imagine a better feeling. As he slid my cock in his mouth he reached up and cupped my balls while sucking strong on my dick and then he slid his finger to the back of my balls and circled around my asshole. I went weak in the knees and he was holding me up with his hand cupped around my nuts and his finger rubbing my asshole. He licked the bottom of my dick with his tongue while sucking it all the way back and with a little press pushed his finger into my butthole. I let out an "Oh" squeakily and was trembling as I came into his mouth. I had never cum before and was a little embarrassed that I came in his mouth.

The embarrassment didn’t last long, though, as he sucked up every drop eagerly. He sucked on the end of my dick so hard I thought it would be purple when he let go. It wasn’t but it was the best thing I had ever had happened to me.

We stepped out of the shower and got dressed.

As I walked to the exit he called,
    "Hey, little buddy! Come by next week and we can do that again. I really like sucking you off!"

We didn’t talk much in or out of school but for the next year I spent every Sunday at the pool.